Kristen Stewart: “I stand by every mistake I’ve ever made!”

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Kristen Stewart knows she is being judged she tells Marie Claire and she can take it all, “I stand by every mistake I’ve ever made, so judge away.” And people do judge, especially on that little affair she has with Snow White director,Rupert Sanders, while still dating Rob Pattinson. And while Stewart may seem uncomfortable on the red carpet she reveals she is a little more uninhibited. “I was always like, ‘If you put too many walls up, you can’t see. You’re limiting your life so drastically and in a sad way.’ So I always used to say, ‘I’m not putting up any walls, I’m trying to break them down,’ and it seemed kind of defensive—it was definitely coming from that place. But now I’m actually maintaining like I don’t live in a fortress.”Stewart also dished on falling in love…with Rob. “You don’t know who you will fall in love with. You just don’t. You don’t control it. Some people have certain things, like, ‘That’s what I’m going for,’ and I have a subjective version of that. I don’t pressure myself … If you fall in love with someone, you want to own them—but really, why would you want that? You want them to be what you love. I’m much too young to even have an answer for that question. I had it too good to not have that, too. If I were to put money on it, definitely, yeah. But you earn that, like, that’s so not here yet.” She laughs. “I mean, at this point, I can’t tell you if I want to hang out on Saturday.”