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Khloe Kardashian is really opening up about those first few days after Lamar Odom’s hospitalization.”Mentally, it took its toll,” Kardashian told People. “But it wasn’t about me. I realized how much it was about [Lamar] so I didn’t think twice about it.Normally, when I’m going through stuff, I have my release of energy or stress at the gym,” says Kardashian, 31. “But I literally didn’t leave the room for a month. I wasn’t sleeping as well. I went a week without showering. I was stuck in a room with my thoughts. My mind didn’t have that release. I was like, ‘I can’t breathe!’ “
She added, “I had to switch gears.I was like, ‘I know I’ll get back to the gym, I know I’ll get that release, but for now, what’s my therapy?’ I had to remember that even though something tragic was going on, I still needed a few minutes. I was like, ‘Okay I need to take a shower.’ Just the little things make you feel so much better. I had to learn to [take care] of myself.”
Khloe also stopped by Howard Stern and dished a lot including about sex and Lamar Odom’s cheating which caught her off guard. “All of these rumors were coming out in the weeklies…and I was like, ‘Where there’s smoke, there’s fire.’ Something has to be right here… I was pissed and he was pissed. “
Khloe explained how Lamar got away with the infidelity. “Nothing was on his cell phones, [but] he had an assistant. They were all on his assistant’s phone, so he was really crafty,” Khloe revealed. “All these rumors kept coming out in the weeklies, and as much as I know they’re bullsh*t, where there’s smoke there’s fire. Something has to be right here. This one girl did this interview and she was so adamant, and when I confronted [Lamar], he blamed another teammate. He was like ‘oh that’s another teammate’s girl, blah blah blah…’ This was when he was playing for the Clippers his last season. It is humiliating on any level, but I found out he was cheating on me the majority of our marriage, I just didn’t know.”
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