Chris Brown: “I felt like a f–king monster” After Rihanna Assault Incident

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Chris Brown has a new documentary “Welcome To My Life” about his life and he didn’t shy away from talking about that 2009 assault on then girlfriend, Rihanna. The incident went on to ruin his career and he went from a charismatic singer/dancer to an abusive boyfriend.“I felt like a f–king monster,” Chris says in the trailer. “I was thinking about suicide and everything else. I wasn’t sleeping, I wasn’t eating. I just was getting high.”

Jamie Foxx, Usher, Jennifer Lopez, Rita Ora and Terrence Jenkins all give commentary on Chris’ ability to move people with his talent, but after the incident suicidal thoughts crept into his mind, “It was like a fairy tale. I went from being on top of the world. Number one songs, being kind of like America’s sweetheart, to being public enemy number one.”

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